And it's winter again

There is something refreshing about the first snow fall. And the ones following it. Maybe it is because I just love snow- but something within me begs to differ. I think that it reminds me of the purity of this season. How I shouldn't get wrapped up in the millions of things going on but in the freshness and the new things that this season can bring.

Post #2

I know I can't believe it either. I am writing twice in one week. Now I promise that life is ok and that I am not dying of some crazy disease. I just keep having some let's say revelations- These have been some good things but also some hard ones at that. How come this always seem to happen on the days that I am most tired and just am ready for a breather?! I guess that is just how life works sometimes.

So for my revelation- I need to breathe. I need to take time to just be. I need to love deeply again. I need to not be stressed. I wish that it was that easy. I wish that it wasn't something that would have to take hour by hour- or even in less time increments than that. So here I am- learning to breathe again.

Oh October

OOps. I am very bad at this whole writing thing. I should really make myself a schedule for writing on this thing. Life has still been nutty.

I decided though I finally have a favorite color. It is probably not a shock to most people that know me... but then again maybe I will be wrong... ready- it is red. I have learned that I am drawn to this color- and that it has a huge impact on my life. It makes me super happy- in sheets, toe color, clothing items, towels. It is just amazing. Everyone should own this color.

The end

A Crazy Month

Hello again. I can't believe that a moth has passed since I last wrote. Oops. The month has been filled with many surprising things... some wonderful and some not so much. It has been crazy as lots of things have broken. To the point that when something ends up broken in my hand.. I go really? what will fall apart next. Oh my. But there have been some happy things too. I think a mixture of these two very opposite things has allowed me to continue to breathe in the midst of a crazy month.

More time has passed

As I have realized I have been married for over two months now. I can't believe how quickly the time has flown, or how many things have changed over the past couple of months.

I work at a library, and there was a book that came through last night that was talking about managing ones stress. In the book there was a few pages that you were supposed to read and see what major stress points you have had over the last few weeks or months. After reading these- i realized- according to the paper I should be dying of stress. Oh my! I mean do you really realize this... it is crazy. Some of the things that are said to be the best times of your life can be the craziest. Sigh.  But- there is hope.. stress is going down and life is becoming a new sort of normal. And I like it :)

I also was watching eat, pray, love- which is amazing but that is beside the point. And I realized I want to travel again. To learn to eat and live and love again. Hmm. Some things are lost along the road of life it feels like some days. hmmm.

Seven weeks in...

So officially today we are seven weeks in. I got married in june of this year and it has been a crazy ride already. I can't wait to see where these roads will take me and of course my wonderful husband.
Just as a warning this blog might be filled with the innermost thoughts that happen along the way.. but it definitely will be filled with my first year of marriage.. all the ups and downs. As life has already changed dramatically in these first seven weeks I found I needed a place to share what I was thinking. And sometimes you just need to have someone hear you... even if they don't know your last name-