Post #2

I know I can't believe it either. I am writing twice in one week. Now I promise that life is ok and that I am not dying of some crazy disease. I just keep having some let's say revelations- These have been some good things but also some hard ones at that. How come this always seem to happen on the days that I am most tired and just am ready for a breather?! I guess that is just how life works sometimes.

So for my revelation- I need to breathe. I need to take time to just be. I need to love deeply again. I need to not be stressed. I wish that it was that easy. I wish that it wasn't something that would have to take hour by hour- or even in less time increments than that. So here I am- learning to breathe again.

Oh October

OOps. I am very bad at this whole writing thing. I should really make myself a schedule for writing on this thing. Life has still been nutty.

I decided though I finally have a favorite color. It is probably not a shock to most people that know me... but then again maybe I will be wrong... ready- it is red. I have learned that I am drawn to this color- and that it has a huge impact on my life. It makes me super happy- in sheets, toe color, clothing items, towels. It is just amazing. Everyone should own this color.

The end

A Crazy Month

Hello again. I can't believe that a moth has passed since I last wrote. Oops. The month has been filled with many surprising things... some wonderful and some not so much. It has been crazy as lots of things have broken. To the point that when something ends up broken in my hand.. I go really? what will fall apart next. Oh my. But there have been some happy things too. I think a mixture of these two very opposite things has allowed me to continue to breathe in the midst of a crazy month.